Hello Gaia

Well I dont know if anyone will actually read this but I'll indulge myself in the narcisim of blogging anyway. I havent done this in a while but I was thrilled to find a place such as this on the internet. I wonder if statements like that dont ultimately ring hollow "I found a home on the internet, found community". No matter really, I'm simply happy there are others that share my interests, so, to whomever has taken the time to read this: Hello.

I call myself Cephas. This word means rock.

The reasons are many I guess.

I was "confirmed" in the Catholic Church before I ever understood what that meant and took for myself the name "Peter". Initially this was only because he was the saint easiest to research for a school-report but I later came to have a deep respect for him. "Peter" comes from the latin "Petros", meaning rock.

Once while hallucinating on Salvia I felt that I became a great rock, very broad and flat. I was in a lovely green field simply...enjoying being a rock.

I like the metaphore: I am a rock. I am my body. Dust. My body seeks beatification. Matter seeks beatification.
Matter is my mother, not something to simply be shrugged off. I am of Gaia. One day she will be redeemed, standing at the Omega Point. I can see it in a way. I feel like infinity turned in on itself.

Enlightenment, redemption, salvation. Call it what you will.

Glad to be here.